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🌻young minds🌻
This is so old by now!! But I’ve been going through a lot of mental health things at the moment and I wanted to do it as a vent <3
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forgive you, love you, leave you
i find myself still shrouded in your darkness
a poison fog i cannot shake
it chokes my nostrils and burns my throat
your anger and hurt still burns
and i know why
because i have an incessant desire to be liked
it is a vine that spills out of me crawling, wrapping, reaching out of my fingertips to clasp at anything that will make me likable, wanted, needed
but you refused outstretched pleas and denied to fulfill that part of me
making me crave it more
so after all this, after all the bitterness, i must apologize
it will not be the apology you want, for that would be a lie,
but i apologize for letting my self-esteem be based on whether you liked me, on whether you wanted me around, on your approval
i apologize for making myself stay silent just to keep the peace
i apologize for letting you inside my head long after you’d gone so that you could keep hurting me
so i release your ghost, your phantom, that haunts me
i forgive, not for you, but for me, so i can be free
i love you, so that there is no hate around your name
i leave you, so i have my back on the darkness that surrounds you and can be in the light
goodbye, old friends
now i must forgive you, love you, and leave you.
-SH
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